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| Bye Xanga. It's been swell. You've changed, so have I. HAHAH | | |
| I just got home about 2 hours ago and I'm just waiting for my hair to dry. A few thoughts from the trip, I'm going into detail most likely later but just for myself. I'm really not too worried about finding new friends in college anymore or possibly leaving home. I was homesick the first couple days and out of place but was able to adapt. I feel weird right now on the internet since I haven't really stared at a computer screen in awhile. There's just a couple friends I've grown attached to but not many anymore.
I just mindblanked and can't think anymore.
. . Happy Easter! I had to resist candy so much on the trip and even the meat at the luau on Friday. Good thing I had Hannah there too so I wasn't alone on that one. I feel like I get along a whole lot better with underclassmen. There's something about their carefree spirit that I just love. Because of this trip, I feel like wearing tank tops and the sort which is weird coming from a t-shirt kinda girl. I did add 10 new bug bites to my collection and 9 of them are on one leg. EFFFF.
I'm still debating on a tumblr :] Definitely, maybe.
More on the trip. It wasn't all sun shine the way Hawaii is supposed to be. I'm talking weather but after reading through, I realize the next sentence fit nicely right after the previous, if that makes sense. I was surrounded by so much drama and found out how close drugs and alcohol really are to me. I'm glad I don't really associate with those people though so it's all good. It just shows me how sheltered I really am. Oh how badly do I want all my bug bites to go away. I miss having clean legs, without all the stupid unsightly scars. It's fun watching George Lopez! I'm sad I didn't get to fix one thing though and will be so so sad if it doesn't get a little better before graduation. I feel like time is running out.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
I can't think anymore and I'm getting cold and sick of facebook. I gave it up and it sucks to be back haha. | | |
| I'm a few days away from Spring Break! I need to spend some time away from the normal people I'm around. I'm not proud to say that it feels like I'm getting sick of humanity. Maybe it's a few people, I can't really say because my mind is never made up. I've been acting differently/weirdly? It's all I've been hearing so far this week and the only explanation I can come up with is I've given up. I won't say what though, that's too much for the internet to handle. I'm proud of the people who were balls enough to actually ask me about it. I usually bite my tongue instead of saying something but it only takes a real listening ear and a voice that won't blab for these walls to come down.
Things to accomplish: Finish YB, get a job, figure out college whereabouts, stop being a misanthrope, Jumper's photoshoot! and wear flip flops without self consciousness of FEET. ew gross | | |
| I keep on blogging, ahhh!
I will act now. I will act now. I will act now. Henceforth, I will repeat these words each hour, each day, everyday, until the words become as much a habit as my breathing, and the action which follows becomes as instinctive as the blinking of my eyelids. With these words I can condition my mind to perform every action necessary for my success. I will act now. I will repeat these words again and again and again. I will walk where failures fear to walk. I will work when failures seek rest. I will act now for now is all I have. Tomorrow is the day reserved for the labor of the lazy. I am not lazy. Tomorrow is the day when the failure will succeed. I am not a failure. I will act now. Success will not wait. If I delay, success will become wed to another and lost to me forever. This is the time. This is the place. I am the person.
- Og Mandino
A few: | | |
| I miss band. and weird tan lines, not that they're completely gone but the super noticeable ones. Oh, and yes. Shorts. Stupid bug bites that I abused haha, my legs have polka dots on them. At least I finally get to be in parade that isn't Rose Bowl or a back flag.
Umm, I've avoided hw for roughly 8 hours now. Crikey! I feel like snowboarding. Right now :] and and chopping my hair again bwaha | | |
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